'Hey Mark, Just want to pop in & give my heartwarmth love to you. You always come through & I can't tell you how much that is appreciated! I feel somehow I Have to just sat THANK YOU cause I know you hear all. I understand how much you Love your mom & always make it the whole conversation about mom & kate & I truly believe they KNOW IT! I promised you to tell them that & I have gotten the message through I think loud & clear...funny how life works out isn't it....Kate & Rene' & all your friends still sticking together just like you wished for. Ali much in Love<3 & doing great in school & in life & EVEN WITH HER MOM! lol...you understand! Your bro Adam & his beautiful baby girl Lailia with those blue eyes of yours, your sister Kate doing GREAT, Your sister in Cali having another baby! WOW good things happening to the Fearon family...I bet you sit in heaven with he brightest smile watching them all:) In fact I KNOW YOU DO!!!...Mark you're one of the most powerful spirits in heaven...what you do even amazes ME! and that's hard to do! cause ya know I've seen it all for so many years so many times yet YOU Mark &(Luke) still have so much to say all about your family mostly your moms...WHAT A STRONG BOND YOU ALL MUST HAVE HAD amazing, just amazing...John now a Rutgers just less than an hour away & I cry terribly...so it's infamisable to even think anyone can relate to their pain. I know you want to heal them but I think time is slightly working...with help from you they will make it Im sure. Keep sending them support & strength. Its only been three years a very short period of time...sorry things are the way the are so I can't relay all the messages I get cause as you know it's not the way it's suppose to be with everyone but it's how it is for now so we'll take it one day at a time........ RIGHT BOYS! Well you keep ******shinin' BRIGHT SPARKLE******<3 Double DD~~~Ag 31
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Thinking of you , sending thanks / PAM, JAMIE HOPEY'S MOM (xo)Read >>
Thinking of you , sending thanks / PAM, JAMIE HOPEY'S MOM (xo) I wanted to send a sincere thank you to our NJ Friends for always thinking of us and letting you know you’re truly in my thoughts and prayers often. Just like today, on my vanity was a American Penny and as I read the side “ In God we Trust” my mind went to our American friends, so many of you who has offered love and kind words and support. Who I never met but has impacted my heart. It also made me think of the dream I had a while ago when Jamie flew home in a helicopter and brought Mark with him and I remember it was like they came home from the War and as I walked with Mark I asked him if He ever thought he was going to make it home again? , he said” I just kept trusting in God to bring me home again”. And said he was “so happy to get home” And Jamie was flying him home. As I think about the dream today, it was so real and so beautiful and even though I have never met Mark, I could feel his Love and warmth. I know it was a true message for US.
Also, you all came to mind the evening of Jamie’s 2nd year Memorial, when one of our friends who said her husband couldn’t make it , b/c he had a long haul and was in N.J. “ I said , OMG , Mark and Luke are with Jamie tonight Watching from above as is Leo and all the Gang. Remember anything we do in a past loved one honor brings them all back to us so much. B/c we have the faith their souls live on b/c of Jesus. Don’t ever give up the HOPE, FAITH AND LOVE. See below is the thank you I posted on Jamie’s site, but want to make sure you know your always in my thoughts and your boys Leo , Luke & Mark keep coming to my mind
I wanted to send a Thank you to all who sent prayers by lighting candles, thoughts, visits e-mails and calls on Jamie’s 2nd year Memorial. It’s all greatly appreciated and I love you all. It helps me to cope each and everyday and to make July 8th a special day in Jamie honor, you all help to makes it happen. Sorry, I haven’t been on the sites much lately I’m finding it much too difficult, but am building up my strength and faith and want to be there for you all again, when I get strong again. Also, on this Journey of Loss, grief and sorrow, comes a new hope, Faith and Love in my walk with Our Lord and Savior. I put my complete trust & faith in the Lord. I know we have been chosen for his great plan and one great day he will bring us all 2 gather again.
Even though everyday is still such a struggle, I know without a doubt I couldn’t have made it thus far with out God, Our Lord and the Heaven’s above and love from family & friends and all of you who visit the site. And knowing my Jamie spirit lives on and his love continues on. Keeps me striving for the eternal glory….for one awesome day I will hold my Jamie again…forever and always…
Also I have been very busy in trying to launch a new business, In Jamie’s honor. With the help from above a new business adventure is formed and inspired to begin “Hopey’s Heavenly Gifts & Treasures.” ( A Home Gift shop of Handmade Dried Flower arrangements , Gift Baskets , Inspirational gifts and more. ) I’ve started loading some of the pics on Face book of some of my products I do.
I have been working on launching this for some time, but like any business is slow starting and not too mention it’s tough when your weighed down with grief and sorrow, and when your physically , mentally, emotionally drained, BUT THIS IS WHERE I KNOW GOD IS GIVING ME STRENGTH, NOT ONLY to GET OUT OF BED AND GET MY SELF DRESSED (WHICH SOME DAYS IS ALL I’m ABLE TO DO AS I KNOW MOST OF YOU CAN RELATE TO) God is helping me to cope each day and to show me ways I can work from home on this new business and heal as I go. I don’t ever care about getting rich, in the all mighty dollar , as long as I can make enough to take care for my family and again I put my trust in the Lord , b/c He has promised to prosper us see (Jeremiah 29:11)and is blessing us in ways of providing my basics needs, comfort , love and PEACE. TO LET HIM TAKE CARE OF ALL THESE THINGS, AND THE JOY THAT COMES WITH KNOWING GOD IS WITH ME EVERY MOMENT I NEED HIM.. B/C WHEN I DON’T THINK I CAN MAKE IT TO THE NEXT MOMENT, HE ALWAYS SHOWS ME I CAN.
I only hope that this may help who ever reads it, to know even though we suffer greatly now, consider it a blessing when you suffer all kinds of trials, James 1-3 because we are chosen for his plan. And I know my Jamie has been called to the heavens b/c of the great person he is and I know I God has chosen us for this, b/c he knew it was going to bring me closer to him. And if I can help one person, from the everyday hell that we go through please don’t hesitate to get in touch with me. I will gladly keep you in my prayers.
June 29, 2008 / Thinking Of YOU All We all wear a coat of many colors some we show to all some to just the very close...Marks colors shined through to each and everyone whom he came in contact with, he was irreplaceable, no one could ever fill Marks shoes, but a blessing from above that Mark has sent you so much love,,,God has blessed you with multiple children who are now giving you beautiful grandchildren,,a boy & a girl & another blessing on the way. I pray to God that you find peace & happiness in those children. Mark has sent Liala his beautiful blue eyes to forever watch over you & for you to remember he is always with you. Enjoy your grandchildren you have been blessed by an angel who is now a SPARKLE in the nights sky....BLESS YOU ALL <3Close
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